Jesus Bring The Rain

So I have shared with you how I lost two children last year and how God has never been closer. I'm so excited about Him and knowing that He holds my life in His hands. God has given me a joy and a peace that is definitely from heavens throne.
I have had people ask me how I can be happy and talk about God with such tenderness even with all I have gone through. It's hard to explain sometimes but I really know that God is a good God and He has the best for me.
I continue to pray, "I would rather not go through these tough circumstances but if all this is so that your name is glorified, bring it on. ".

Obviously thinking about Nziiza and Kwizera still brings tears to my eyes (sometimes) but more than that it brings Jesus even closer. He continues to be the center of my focus, I accept whatever He brings the good and the not so good.

One day I heard this song on the radio and my expression was "what??, someone put these words to a song?!" absolutely amazing.



"Bring The Rain" by Mercyme
I can count a million times
People asking me how I Can praise You with all that I've gone through
The question just amazes me
Can circumstances possibly Change who I forever am in You


Maybe since my life was changed
Long before these rainy days
It's never really ever crossed my mind
To turn my back on you, oh Lord
My only shelter from the storm
But instead I draw closer through these times

So I pray
Bring me joy, bring me peace
Bring the chance to be free
Bring me anything that brings You glory
And I know there'll be days
When this life brings me pain
But if that's what it takes to praise You
Jesus, bring the rain

I am Yours regardless of The dark clouds that may loom above
Because You are much greater than my pain
You who made a way for me By suffering Your destiny
So tell me what's a little rain
So I pray

Holy, holy, holy Is the Lord God Almighty